What I dont say

what i dont say i mean the most
words dont even come close
my thoughts will have their day
but now i must choose what i say

i go too far in thought
so i say what i ought
because all you accept
really seems to be inept

i work too far ahead
starting from where you lead
because i hold nothing back
and i prefer not to lack

everything i have you want half
you treat me like a fatted calf
choose the choice cuts
just like the bleep unst

and now u hate me
i feel the same lately
i thought wrong
it could never last that long